Look at the sky! It’s a bird! It’s a plane. It’s…my
motivation?
Hi. I know it’s been a couple of weeks. Do I need to start
every blog post with an apology? No, you know what? I don’t. I deal with enough
regret about things as it is. And clearly it’s not helping anything.
So I’m here. Hi.
I have been in the tiniest of funks the past month. I’m not
completely off track, but there’s one wonky wheel that keeps getting stuck or
wiggling right off. So, as I like to say, my motivation isn’t completely gone.
It’ s just over yonder, as we say in the South. I can see it. I just can’t
quite reach it.
I mean, I COULD reach it. If I got off my booty.
So that’s what I’m working on now. Tuesday I weighed in—even
that is a good indicator—I went for months and months without weighing in—and I
was up a little more than 2 pounds. So I’m still down 11. And I’m trying to see
a loss next week to really get me back on track.
So why am I in a funk? I’m not totally sure. My dad’s
anniversary is coming up—and that weighs heavily on my mind. My family and I
have chosen to celebrate that day in memory of both of my parents with a big
party, just like they would have liked it.
And there are a few other things that are nagging me that I’ll
talk about in a future entry. I mean, I’m nothing if not an oversharer, right?
I have started writing down ideas for future entries, which
will help me when I think I have nothing to discuss. Truly, that’s why I’m
absent sometimes—I don’t think I have anything you’d want to read. At any rate,
ideas I’ve written down include: jealousy, need for support, FOMO (yeah, I’m a
cool kid), fear of aging and depression. And of course, a healthy dose of some
Friday Favorites, mixed with the triumphant return of Phriday Photos.
Thank you for sticking with me and reminding me of the good
in my life.
Please don't ever stop posting. I need you!
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